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ry0ko_kawamura
23 April 2012 @ 05:50 pm
今天~。。

来表演的时候。。唱歌的时候。。突然哭起来~。。

不知道为什么~。。又是这样!!没有好好做的!!

好傻呀!!!干嘛哭!!!??。。。

太紧张吗??怕吗??太敏感吗??。。。笨蛋!!》,《。。。


自己觉得很可惜哦!!很遗憾!!

时间也已经过去了。。不能返回去!!

好像心里太弱啦~。。我该怎么办哦~。。?????


第一次通过这样的感觉~好伤心哦~。。。天啊!!
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
 
 
ry0ko_kawamura
Today~...

I couldn't go to Church~..My Stomach so hurt~..I don't know why~

*Owh,GOD please forgive me..


At 08.30 AM, I woke up~..

feel soooooo~~~~ HUNGRY...hehehe..


☞GOOD Moment:

After have a Breakfast....

with my Roommates~...

1. Re-setup Our room~

2. Cleaning All The Room^^

3. Lunch Together in the Room

..xixixixi...So GOOD Today!!!

Everybody did with SMlLE..Laugh...Tired but HAPPY^^..


☞BAD Moment:

For preparing our Chinese Language Level Exam,our class held a Try Out..

Today was the 2nd Day did the Try Out~..

..................................


and~..The Result was "FAILED"!!!...

My point was so "....DAMN..."

...maybe it could be count 48% for the TRUE answer!!


Maybe I'm The WORST for Today Score~...

It's really made so Down!!..

This test so made me dizzy..WHY???

I Couldn't remember the New Vocabulary.....WHY??

After got the Result,My brain,heart was just like be destroyed~..WHY??




HOW can I build again My Self Confidence of this TEST???

HOW can I remember those NEW Vocabulary so well??

HOW can I Relax to do ALL of this THINGS???



I hope NEXT time there will be GOOD~...

I know maybe I'm not using enough for MY Effort to do this~...but...

How can I againts My LAZINESS~??>,<..


owh~...please,give me YOUR Opinion if u read this~..thanks a lot friends..


Now,time to sleep~..

Good Nites~..Sleep Well^^

잘자요~^_^



 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
 
 
ry0ko_kawamura
星期二下午我们二教学楼的电器电器停机了。。所以没办法耽误了我们的课。。。

今天又是没有课~。。。因为老师有事,没办法不能教课。。


虽然看起来没有课,很轻松,可以回宿舍睡一睡,但是心里面有点儿担心。。。

下个星期。。可能有补课啦~。。哎呀~。。。


。。。会更累啊~。。辛苦~。。。。


不过我们必须要坚持。。。呵呵。。加油~吧!!》,《。。。
 
 
Current Mood: worriedworried
 
 
ry0ko_kawamura
04 February 2012 @ 03:14 am
Owh..my GOD~...

I think I will get a Sweet dream~...



but I'm wrong~..

last night~...

I got a dream...

so weird...unpredictable~....

.......................



I don't want to write it so detail......

so I just tell u that on my dream....

I saw........



***My University's Building was look like former Buildings~...My Tutor face look so pathetic...so skinny..black aura~ There were no 4floor and 5 floor…it has been closed~..dont know why…



****Then I see a river,there were three people beside the river~..2 woman and 1 men..they were complaining to each other~..and suddenly the men fell into the river..and DIE!!..I can see his body…So scaried~!!>,<……



****When I saw his body…move so far~…far…far…My eyes was fixed to one Scene~…There were so many DINOSAUR~, WHALEs~and Sharks….…DAMN!!...what the….@__@?!! I must RUNAWAY..>,.<…..I absolutely sure about that person~..I recognize her~..>,<…but how can I saw her???>,<….






…………….then………..





My Alarm rang~!!!!!!...THANKS GOD!!!>,<….

But my mind was so blank~..couldn’t think of anything~………

Still think…think….think….and think~……

What happen to me????...why did I see SUCH this of dream~…>,<…

I really scare to sleep~..what should I do???



JUST PRAY!!>,<…


GBU ALL~……T____T
 
 
ry0ko_kawamura
02 February 2012 @ 08:28 pm



Last night~...
I have a nightmare~..
really dont know how can it happen to me~...

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I was at China~..I thought it placed not really far from my Dorm~..
I was walking by myself~..as far as my eyes looked at,there were no people over there~...
I kept to walking straight~.....................
Suddenly, There were some people were running away~.....
it so weird,..I kept to walking straight~......
....then SO Many people running away~.....Chinese People~...

And....finally I saw The Scene that made me so scared!!!.....
I'm speechless~.......
My brain couldn't think anything~..........
...Why?....How come?.....

There were so..so..many people attack that place~...
they weren't Chinese People~..dunno~..so scared!!!
Boom....Gun...Blade....swords.....etc...
use those things to KILLED..People~!!>,<..

but my foot still walking straight~...
my heart was beating so Fast!!...
My tears...suddenly...drops out~..can't control it.....

They were Terorist....I think!!..Killer~..
how can I continue my life~...........
Several of the terorist,start to pointing on ME~~~~...
....goosebumps.......but kept walked away from them.....
BUT~!!!!.....

someone Shouted!!!...
"I KNOW HER!!! CATCH HER!!! SHE IS THE GIRL THAT I SAW IN THE PAMPHLET!!!!!"

........and other people Grab my clothes!!
Shocked me~!!!!! but I really want to run away!!!....
I don't know anything!!!!
What did they say about me??? Pamphlet???
What the~...........
just one thing that I though~..
RUN....RUN...RUN...RUN!!!!!!
I cried so LOUD~..SCREAMed~.......
no one come to HELP me~........
they still chased me....
really...really want to catched me out~~...
then....maybe.....
KILL~...me.. too!..NO!!!!!!!! *close my eyes*
"GOD save me~..please........." I hope!




then........................




.........I hear one voice..................
...no~! two..three..voices!...............
so familiar~...........they are...................
My Friends!!!!!....
with bravely...opened my eyes~..............

I was still on my BED!!..with my blanket.........
...and that voices were My Roommates' voice.............

I'm so confused~..but so happy too...........
THAT's just NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!!!..........

So REAL!! but...JUST A DREAM!!!!!!
THANKS GOD!!!!!.....

then...I got up from my BED....went to Take a Bath~....

I hope Tonight,there is no DREAM SUCH AS that NIGHTMARE!!!
............so REAL!!!>,<...

Good Night Everyone~..GBU ALL!!
HAVE A BLESS DREAM!!!!


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